August 19 -2.04am

 

James, the ticktock man is back. He is inside the walls, he is counting the time away. He watches. I can hear him skittering. I can hear him, he is listening.

Ticktock James, it’s rainbow time.

It was the listening that got you in the end, I wrote the words but they could not help you. He certainly does not want to help me, but I must remember before he ticks away the sunshine, he makes the night clouds.

We are the end of days and he will eat our skin and turn us into nothing hummingbirds.

 I know, I know why he climbed inside and skittered. I can smell him coming, there’s no more nothing now. James, its now, its now.

James.

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